The process of getting to sleep has gotten easier.  I still have to exhaust myself a little, but it doens't mean that i have to force myself to stay awake until I nearly pass out.  Instead, when I feel like I'm ready for bed I just lay down, read a book for about a half an hour and finally just drift off. 

Waking up has gotten worse.  I'll have these half-asleep dreams about Star, just her laying in bed next to me, doing her cute little happy dance.  Then i'll come around completely and... well, I won't feel very good.  I even woke up with heart burn today, which is totally weird.

My cat, Nola, can tell that something's wrong with me.  She sleeps in my bed wth me, taking up residence on my legs.  She sits with me at my computer desk while I'm typing these posts and such.  She's rather perceptive, my little cat. 

I tihnk I'm going to try eating something.  More later.